Thursday, June 24, 2010

Möbius Strip

Life with you is like a circle,
twisted once for good measure.
A gut-wrenching trip
that always ends right
where it began.
Round and round...
...and round...
Faster and faster...
...and more nauseating
each and every time.

I don't think I can bear it again.

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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Truth

He sat there,
drinking like a fish,
consuming enough bourbon
to knocked a man out.
He was a happy drunk:
jovial and flirtatious,
at all the wrong times
and with all the wrong people.

It was an act of mourning.
He drank because he'd lost a child,
a grandson.
Lost him to a fit of stupidity,
with a woman who didn't care.
He laughed because he felt like crying,
and drank to forget the truth.


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Between us

There is so much between us
too much
miles of tundra condensed
into a single sheet of glass.
We stand back to back
separated by inches of miles.

The glass has broken before,
shattered by circumstances
that you control.
The shards always rain down on me.
Cutting and tearing,
destroying everything that I've built.
I'm the one who gets hurt
and you never turn
to help pick up the pieces.

It's tragic--
replacing the glass with brick.
Even if you finally turn around,
you won't be able to reach me.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Earth & Sky

I could see the storm coming for miles,
angry bright flashes among ominous clouds.
I could feel the change in the wind,
suddenly cool and agitated,
herding the leaves,
burning against my cheeks.
The darkness ate the sky,
smothered the hazy blue sky.
Immense. Powerful. Awful.

I could have passed by the seed
a hundred times and never noticed it.
Tiny and insignificant, I could hold it in my palm.
I pressed it to the earth and turned my back.
While I was gone the earth created
something out of nothing.
Tiny. Powerful. Incomprehensible.

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Ripples

Last night I dreamt I stood
between an old woman and a child
in a place where the black ground
rippled like water.
You hurried past us, no backward glances,
leaving a stormy wake.
The child shrieked after you
stomping out large ripples, uncomprehending.
The old woman watched you go, silent.
Her tears made plinking tiny ripples.
You didn't notice, and she,
unlike the child, was unsurprised.
I made no ripples at all.

The dream turned on its head,
changing black to white,
and in that surreal moment,
I was both old woman and child.